Instead of frantically trying to grasp the past, why don't we go for the future? 

Assalamualaikum and hi there people :)

So... I'm starting to blog again! I nearly deleted my past posts but I couldn't bring myself to do it... So I kept all of them in draft mode because as much as I wanted to keep them, I also didn't want people to read them as they were quite embarrassing. Dear past me, what on earth went through your young and stupid mind --' My last post was in 2012, and a lot of things have happened since then. I got into MRSM Taiping, which despaired me a little at first, but I managed to cope with the environment and hey, life there wasn't that bad :)

And truthfully, it was beautiful.

Someone told me that there was no need to be afraid, I just had to adapt and join in. Over the past two years I have met many people who taught me a lot of things, both direct and indirectly. At this moment, I can proudly say one thing; I regret nothing of being there. True, I have been let down by a lot of people, but a lot of people made me happy too. I cried at times when the weight of the world felt like it was crashing on me, but I also laughed and enjoyed my days until the very end. 

And now... I am no longer a high school student. The last few days at school were halcyon days, but they were also tainted beautifully with melancholy (except for THAT very last day, THAT very last moment, everyone was so busy that we didn't get the chance to properly say goodbye to each other). 

In the midst of this 3 solid months of break that I am enjoying, I am trying to make it as a period of time for me to improve myself in whatever aspects I could. I went to short retreats, listened to some motivational and self-help talks, did the house chores (when I'm in the mood eheh), spent too much time on the Internet, learnt cooking and baking, researched stuff for my future (nanotechnology and higher education stuff), and I'm also getting my driving lessons! Blogging, is now added to the list :)

I'll try to share as much as I can here, my rantings about life which I don't think many of you are actually concerned about.. Haha. I'm constantly trying to spread positivity and good vibes to make this world a better place, but it can't be perfect because it shall never be, because perfect is only for the Jannah. At least, let's just be nicer to people, and remember that kindness from the heart will always be taken into count by the Almighty, even those as tiny as an atom. Who knows, even a tiny act of kindness will append the weight of your scale on the Day of Judgement? Wallahua'lam.

2016 is starting tomorrow, and let us all improve ourselves. Make every single day worth it, and be good to people. Practise husnudzon. Don't hate because it's a poison that only kills you. Plus, what good does it bring?

I guess I'll end this post here. I pray for your happiness always, everyone :) And if you are going through rough times, have good thoughts of your Lord. You will be able to get through it with ease by His will.

Assalamualaikum and may our sins be forgiven, insyaAllah.

Instead of frantically trying to grasp the past, why don't we go for the future? 

Assalamualaikum and hi there people :)

So... I'm starting to blog again! I nearly deleted my past posts but I couldn't bring myself to do it... So I kept all of them in draft mode because as much as I wanted to keep them, I also didn't want people to read them as they were quite embarrassing. Dear past me, what on earth went through your young and stupid mind --' My last post was in 2012, and a lot of things have happened since then. I got into MRSM Taiping, which despaired me a little at first, but I managed to cope with the environment and hey, life there wasn't that bad :)

And truthfully, it was beautiful.

Someone told me that there was no need to be afraid, I just had to adapt and join in. Over the past two years I have met many people who taught me a lot of things, both direct and indirectly. At this moment, I can proudly say one thing; I regret nothing of being there. True, I have been let down by a lot of people, but a lot of people made me happy too. I cried at times when the weight of the world felt like it was crashing on me, but I also laughed and enjoyed my days until the very end. 

And now... I am no longer a high school student. The last few days at school were halcyon days, but they were also tainted beautifully with melancholy (except for THAT very last day, THAT very last moment, everyone was so busy that we didn't get the chance to properly say goodbye to each other). 

In the midst of this 3 solid months of break that I am enjoying, I am trying to make it as a period of time for me to improve myself in whatever aspects I could. I went to short retreats, listened to some motivational and self-help talks, did the house chores (when I'm in the mood eheh), spent too much time on the Internet, learnt cooking and baking, researched stuff for my future (nanotechnology and higher education stuff), and I'm also getting my driving lessons! Blogging, is now added to the list :)

I'll try to share as much as I can here, my rantings about life which I don't think many of you are actually concerned about.. Haha. I'm constantly trying to spread positivity and good vibes to make this world a better place, but it can't be perfect because it shall never be, because perfect is only for the Jannah. At least, let's just be nicer to people, and remember that kindness from the heart will always be taken into count by the Almighty, even those as tiny as an atom. Who knows, even a tiny act of kindness will append the weight of your scale on the Day of Judgement? Wallahua'lam.

2016 is starting tomorrow, and let us all improve ourselves. Make every single day worth it, and be good to people. Practise husnudzon. Don't hate because it's a poison that only kills you. Plus, what good does it bring?

I guess I'll end this post here. I pray for your happiness always, everyone :) And if you are going through rough times, have good thoughts of your Lord. You will be able to get through it with ease by His will.

Assalamualaikum and may our sins be forgiven, insyaAllah.