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Save The Earth, Save The Earthlings!
Thursday, February 28, 2019 | 11:44 PM | 0 comments
Turtles are making a comeback! Aren't yall excited??? Photo by Jeremy Bishop on Unsplash

Assalamualaikum and hi!

I feel like talking about the environment because someone came by my room asking for recyclable items just now. Came on the best time because my box of mineral waters were filling up with empty bottles already! 

Here's an experience I want to share with all of you: I went to a family day with my sister a couple of months back, somewhere in Malacca. It was a really nice place with a view of the sea, but the beach there was a public beach. Thank goodness, it wasn't that crowded, so we still got to do our activities without having much hindrance. But it was really upsetting to see how contaminated the seaside was. There were plastic bags lying around, and I even saw some cooking utensils on the ground! The waves were coming in closer, so I rushed off to pick up as many rubbish as I could, and what made me touched was that some other people joined me in doing so too :') Imagine if those things ended up in the sea. I wouldn't even dare to take a swim, and I'm privileged enough to have that choice. But what about the organisms living in there?

The most disappointing part was that there were stalls and small restaurants by the beach (because it's a public one), yet none of the owners or workers bothered to keep the area clean. Maybe it's not their job, but they should have the conscience to do their part as a community there! I mean come on! You're doing business there! It's your turf! But I guess that's the reason: they're doing business. They're only in it for the money.

Maybe the environment won't get as clean as it was decades and centuries ago. But I want our future generation to be able to live seeing as much green as I did, as many animals as I saw, and breathing healthy air like I did (although it was cleaner in older times). Therefore, I urge each and everyone of us to play our part in conserving our environment in whatever way we can, because there's no place like home. And Earth is our home. 

Anyway, I'm getting myself used to environment-friendly practices. Metal straws, reusable shopping bags, stuff like that. I also heard that we shouldn't buy clothes from fast fashion stores because when we wash these clothes, they will shed away microplastics that will eventually end up in the ocean. I'm all for protecting the sea against plastic and toxic pollution, and this seems like a bonus as well because I get to save money by not buying from fast fashion stores! Not that their products are that expensive anyway, but hey, I'm still a student and broke is my middle name... Whatever way I can do to maximise my cost savings, I'll do it! But of course, not at the expense of animals and the environment.

I guess that's it for today! There won't be any new words for today because my brain's too tired to form sentences haha. Plus, it's waaay past my bedtime already so your home girl gotta go get that much needed rest! I'll end this post with a quote from our queen Bretman 'Da Baddest' Rock,


"Honey, we need to f**cking save turtles.. Because without turtles, we won't have turtles"






Feels Like Forever Ago
Monday, February 11, 2019 | 11:08 PM | 0 comments

As always, Assalamualaikum :)

It's been like what, 3 years? I don't know who even reads my posts but I'm really sorry that I didn't post anything in here for so long. 

So... where do I start?

Right. College. It was hell. I guess you could say that my A-Level journey was pretty rough. I made some bad decisions, lost my self-esteem, my optimism, one thing led to another, and I didn't achieve my ultimate goal of studying overseas for my degree. Sort of lost it all there.

Ultimately, I was shattered, I was broken, I felt sorry for all the people who'd put their trust in me. But the thing is, the person who I was most sorry for was my younger self. She worked so hard for her dreams, only to have me ruining it. Maybe I put too much expectations on myself. Back then I thought there's only one path to success that I was willing to work for, and any other paths were just... darkness. Of course, that kind of thinking backfired on me. Because of that heavy expectation I put on myself, I became totally depressed when I couldn't achieve my goal. I had absolutely no backup plans, because I thought cutting off any safety nets would gear me up to work harder. 

Suffice to say I was stupid. 

But Allah SWT, His mercy extends to His servants in every kind of circumstances, even during the darkest of days. Honestly, my faith in Him was the only thing that tied me to this world when I didn't know what to do with my life post-result. Even my family wasn't gonna cut it. But Allah SWT blessed me with a spark of hope for better days to come, and He granted me the ease to find other opportunities that I could seek for. Alhamdulillah, it only took me two weeks to start moving on with my life, and here I am, an Economics student in University of Malaya, doing better than I ever thought I would.

Enough with the sob story, I'm doing fine where I am now, and I'm heading into the second semester of first year soon! Wish me luck :)

So why am I writing here again? I realised that back when I frequently wrote about my feelings here, I was mentally healthier than I am now. Having an outlet to just vent out all my ramblings, however insignificant, however frivolous, is a blessing in itself. Whenever I read back my previous posts, I thought, 'How the heck did I manage to maintain my optimism? Why was I so... calm and okay like nothing could ever get in my way? And to even share bits of my life that aren't even interesting here, what was I thinking?' But you know what? Despite all that, this side of me that writes in her blog is a happier version of myself. After everything that happened last year, I need to embrace this side of me more than ever. 

Thus I've included "Write more in EVE :)" as one of my 2019 resolutions (January was a trial run, right, everyone?). To me, writing is a form of self-care that keeps you sane and your mind clear. Writing just about anything will do, really. I've also noticed that my language skill is getting worse...? The last time I had a formal English class was waaaay back in 2016 with Mr Murali's Block 2 :') That was Semester 1 in KY, probably the only semester I was actually happy in that hellhole. I hope by writing more I'll get to improve as I go on.

I don't know who might stumble upon this, but thanks for reading :) Oh and I haven't forgotten about the lexicon; I'm still gonna do it!

1. cadre (n) - a group of people having some unifying relationship
Example: A cadre of demigods from Camp Half-Blood have gone on a quest set to be accomplished by winter solstice.
Yeah... You guessed right... I recently started reading the Percy Jackson series...

2. squall (n) - a loud cry / a sudden violent wind often with rain or snow
Example: The squalls of wind are making it dangerous for fishermen to go out to sea today.

3. nascent (adj) - coming or having recently come into existence
Example: The nascent growth of business-minded youth is good news for the country.

4. inundate (v) - to overwhelm / flood
Example: The bank was inundated by complaints after an unexpected downtime occurred over the weekend.

5. proliferate ( v) - to increase a lot and suddenly in number / multiply
Example: Local food served with cheese is proliferating across the country, which is alarming.




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